Channeling our drive

There is a particular lecture series that I have wanted to speak at for years. And I’m embarrassed to say it—but I still get a tug of envy when I open the brochure and see who’s going to be at it. I react as if it’s a personal slight when I see four faces smiling at me. I used to have a feeling of jealousy a great deal when I was started out. But it’s been seven years on the road now, so I don’t usually harbor such aspirations any longer. I am very grateful for the opportunities I have. I relish the insightful conversations, the fascinating people, and the particular perspective that traveling gives me. 

Now when I read the hash tags of conferences that I wish I were speaking at, I am thankful that I have good coffee, three meals, and the love of my family, rather than hotel dribble, protein bars, and awkward interactions with strangers.

Yet there is this one lecture.