Heâ€™d seen it all. Swathes of nothingness spun into stars, the slapping of the first fin onto land, and now these creatures, by far the cleverest and the saddestâ€”though listing it that way felt faulty, as if all happenings unfurled inch by inch instead of blooming in one cacophony, the apple crumpling just outside the city walls.
And it wasnâ€™t even an apple, or fig, or pomegranate glinting with infernal seeds, though heâ€™d accommodate their legends, accept provisional truths, the same way they worked with the earth un-sphered and stilled in leaf-thin sketch. To overlook imprecision in the premises, concede to the limits of both flesh and paper, was what it meant to translate, as to love. Which struck him as strange pottery: roll everything thatâ€™s been into a coil and score it with each day; cram self into cage of clay and bone; daub their closed eyes in slip and wait for it to flake off to new sight. It seemed to take what they called a lifetime.
But they didnâ€™t have that, not right here, beside the village known as House-of-Misery whose people rent their clothes. Before he even spoke Maryâ€™s tears were falling warm onto his feet, carving clear trails through the coat of dust.
If you had been here. He stood enveloped in the sound of all their moans, entangled in her locks of dampening hair. If you had been here. All griefâ€™s audacity pitched in her splintering voice, she raised her head to look at him, and in her water-darkened eyes he whoâ€™d seen all things felt this: painâ€™s veil dividing now from everything that is not-now. And he began to weep.