Fearful and wonderful and ordinary
Psalm 139
Here in Tidewater, Virginia, we make our way from city to city via
a series of tunnels. As we approach each tunnel a series of signs warn
us: “No HAZMATS” and “HAZMATS must exit here.” Trucks carrying
hazardous materials of one sort or another provide a danger anywhere,
but in tunnels the risk is magnified.
But although we're aware
of hazardous truck cargo, we are usually oblivious to hazardous
materials that are traveling through the tunnels of our bodies. Only
occasionally do circumstances make us aware of this other threat.
As
I stood alongside a hospital bed, a parishioner shyly asked me, “Would
be it okay to pray for a bowel movement?” After a horrendous round of
surgeries and repairs to surgeries, the bowel had been successfully
resectioned, but there had been no evidence of that success. In worship
a lay reader invites worshipers to pray together the “prayer for
illumination” before reading the scriptures. That sometimes sounds like
“prayer for elimination,” which is funny only until you are like this
patient, hoping for a return to health.
Is it acceptable to call
the attention of the high and holy one to a necessity as ordinary or
even profane as defecation? The Lord God had knit together that bowel
and the surgeon had sewn it back together, and what was needed that
afternoon was the daring to trust in the creator’s continuing interest.
Although
the psalter attributes the 139th psalm to David, biblical scholars
regard it as an anonymous composition. We may be quite certain,
however, that certain people did not write it. It was not that
fellow modeling Calvin Klein underwear in the billboard that towers
above Times Square, and it was not one of the sprites from the Sports Illustrated swimsuit issue.
This
psalmist who is “fearfully and wonderfully made” inhabits an ordinary
body that is inevitably aging, balding, graying, sagging, sometimes
limping, sometimes aching, sometimes desperately ill and almost always
healing from some strain or wound. Our quotidian physical existence
provides occasion to exult: “I will praise you because I am fearfully
and wonderfully made.”
St. Augustine shook his head in
bewilderment that people “go abroad to wonder at the heights of
mountains, at the huge waves of the sea, at the long courses of the
rivers, at the vast compass of the ocean, at the circular motions of
the stars, and they pass by themselves without wondering.” In our day
we delight in and heap praise upon our iPod or iPhone or iPad, and
ignore the astonishing person who's pushing the keys. Fascinating as
the computer circuitry may be, it is vastly less complex than the mind
that conjures the words that express the images that are signified by
individual keystrokes.
We human creatures created such tools because we are “fearfully and wonderfully” created.
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retired rick
retired rick said...
Delighted with Patrick's exposition and thoughts on Psalm 139 but wonders why he said he was going to explain Luke 14:7-13?
Steve Thorngate
Steve Thorngate said...
That's my mistake, not Patrick's. Thanks for pointing it out--I'll fix it.
Kelly Bedard said... "...okay
Kelly Bedard said...
"...okay to pray for a bowel movement?" I love it and, thinking further, am reminded that such need not be solely a physical thing. Thanks for the laugh!
Robert Close said... Re the
Robert Close said...
Re the bowel movement. I recall a wise saint speaking of going into a special closet,
sitting down, and the opening of the purse,
such a grace. Release comes to us in many ways.
Robert