Double vision

July 13, 2008

Romans 8 sharpens my eyes to see more clearly a hope I cannot see on my
own. Paul has a way of encouraging me to peek over his shoulder. He
shares his spectacles of faith so that I can see with him—through the
immediate, into a wide-open country of all living hope. Paul’s double
vision allows him to see two realities at once: “I consider the
sufferings of this present time not worth comparing with the glory
about to be revealed to us” (Rom. 8:18).

It’s not that Paul is
ignoring the present moment. He looks around and takes note. He sees
suffering. Something is wrong, off-balanced. Nothing is as it was meant
to be. Whatever is wrong is affecting even the deep down nature of
things. Mother Earth groans like a woman in labor and longs to be set
free in the cosmic restoration of all things.

Each of us groans
with her. With Paul’s first sight we see that suffering is universal
and it doesn’t discriminate. Because life has a way of dealing bad
hands, we all experience irrational, unjustified, senseless sorrows.
Paul sees that faith is not an insurance policy from the harsh
realities of life.

I often feel this most keenly when, despite
careful planning, everything changes in a moment. I get a word of the
car accident with students involved. . . the doctor sits us down to
explain the diagnosis. . .I open the e-mail from a friend. . . and
nothing is ever the same.

At such moments I need Paul’s second
sight. Paul’s double vision pushes me out of my presumed world. He
points me to see a reality beyond my reality, a glory to frame my
suffering, a hope to hold my cup of grief. This is not an invitation to
escapism, or a second naiveté. It is a something else entirely. It is a
world that sustains this one.

But Paul’s second sight points me
to the kingdom of God, where hope, not suffering, has the last word.
Paul gives us binoculars to see into the expansive landscape of
salvation, where the risen Jesus has inaugurated a new age of the
Spirit that is breaking in upon us, proclaiming that even in suffering
we are heirs of this brave new world of glory (Rom. 8:15-17). We are
not living in a wasteland but in a rose garden where nature is never
spent. (Compare T.S. Eliot’s poem The Wasteland, written before his
conversion, with The Four Quartets, in which Eliot describes the world
as a rose garden. See also Gerard Manley Hopkins’s “God’s Grandeur,” a
poem that explores this double vision). Paul reminds us that we are not
forgotten, that we are not abandoned, but adopted into the family of
the Trinity, with full rights of the children of God.

This is
the hope that saves. That we are not our own, but belong body and soul,
to Jesus Christ. With his double vision, Paul helps me to see that even
in suffering we are all living in a geography of hope. We long. We cry.
We wait with patience in the midst of our current experience, but we do
all this in the context of a grace whose circumference is larger than
we can possibly imagine. This is the vision we need to remember. This
is the vision of the church for a world that is blind.